You Didn’t Leave


What if you were free.  To be what you feel To scream out your name.  And jump inside the pain Would you?  Live in it.  Be in it Without fright.  Just you walking in pleight.  With yourself in mind. Would you? Would you do it? If it was true  To live not feeling blue  To conquer the grief  In……

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Find Your Lava


I have been seeing a therapist lately.  We are trying to figure out how the heck did I change so much since the loss of my husband. Sometimes I wonder, did someone come in and replace me?  I know it sounds crazy and of course nobody replaced me but it feels like someone else is here, certainly not…

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Why Don’t You Put Some Makeup On?


I posted a video about the Life Reentry class on facebook the other day and a woman commented under it, why don’t you put some makeup on Christina? At first, I responded casually.  I did have some makeup on, but it's been a long day of zoom calls and work.  And then I started thinking about it.…

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Endings


It was not like any other day.  Something was in the air.  A heaviness, with no name.  A knowing. A goodbye.  An Ending. A full stop.  And it was known.  Nothing could prevent it. Nothing at all.  It was coming. Like all endings do.  The Ending arrived quietly. Almost like a whisper.  “I am here,…

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You Didn’t Leave


What if you were free.  To be what you feel To scream out your name.  And jump inside the pain Would you?  Live in it.  Be in it Without fright.  Just you walking in pleight.  With yourself in mind. Would you? Would you do it? If it was true  To live not feeling blue  To conquer the grief  In……

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Find Your Lava


I have been seeing a therapist lately.  We are trying to figure out how the heck did I change so much since the loss of my husband. Sometimes I wonder, did someone come in and replace me?  I know it sounds crazy and of course nobody replaced me but it feels like someone else is here, certainly not…

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Why Don’t You Put Some Makeup On?


I posted a video about the Life Reentry class on facebook the other day and a woman commented under it, why don’t you put some makeup on Christina? At first, I responded casually.  I did have some makeup on, but it's been a long day of zoom calls and work.  And then I started thinking about it.…

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Endings


It was not like any other day.  Something was in the air.  A heaviness, with no name.  A knowing. A goodbye.  An Ending. A full stop.  And it was known.  Nothing could prevent it. Nothing at all.  It was coming. Like all endings do.  The Ending arrived quietly. Almost like a whisper.  “I am here,…

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