Read This, Especially If You Are At The Hospital


It was late summer, early fall in 2011. It was about 6:00 am in the morning and there was a really big storm passing the Boston area. Thunder and lighting could be heard throughout the night. I was drifting in and out of sleep when all of a sudden, the room started to spin. I tried to get up…

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Live. Life. Here. Now. Repeat.


I have spent so many years thinking about loss and trying to get back to life that I never really thought about my own mortality. I know it’s strange. Almost comical. One would think that I would be thinking about it all the time. After all, I write about life and death. Of course my thoughts…

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An Old Bag That Was Left In The Attic


Lately I have been loving life more. I am putting my arms around her, every second of the day. I tell her about my feelings. And never let go. I haven’t felt like this since 2003. Oh I know. I know, it’s been a while. It’s been since the week he was diagnosed. I stopped loving life then.…

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You Will Always Be Alive


You may ask What does grief have to do with physics? What does it have to do with science? I mean, come on Christina. My heart is broken. Shattered. And you are talking about particles and atoms. Other dimensions. The Universe.   Have you lost your mind? What about the real things? What about…

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Read This, Especially If You Are At The Hospital


It was late summer, early fall in 2011. It was about 6:00 am in the morning and there was a really big storm passing the Boston area. Thunder and lighting could be heard throughout the night. I was drifting in and out of sleep when all of a sudden, the room started to spin. I tried to get up…

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Live. Life. Here. Now. Repeat.


I have spent so many years thinking about loss and trying to get back to life that I never really thought about my own mortality. I know it’s strange. Almost comical. One would think that I would be thinking about it all the time. After all, I write about life and death. Of course my thoughts…

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An Old Bag That Was Left In The Attic


Lately I have been loving life more. I am putting my arms around her, every second of the day. I tell her about my feelings. And never let go. I haven’t felt like this since 2003. Oh I know. I know, it’s been a while. It’s been since the week he was diagnosed. I stopped loving life then.…

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You Will Always Be Alive


You may ask What does grief have to do with physics? What does it have to do with science? I mean, come on Christina. My heart is broken. Shattered. And you are talking about particles and atoms. Other dimensions. The Universe.   Have you lost your mind? What about the real things? What about…

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