It’s late Thursday evening as I am writing to you.  And the dark of the night makes for a deeper connection between us.  It’s almost as if we slightly step out of space so we are closer together.  It will be morning when you are reading this letter, night when I am writing it, and so we meet at dawn.  Dawn has always been a…

I have always known when something was about to change in my life.  Sometimes I would know it for years beforehand.  I would tell people I know something is coming.  Something is coming.  The change itself was invisible.  I felt the enormity of it.  But there were no signs of what exactly was coming.  Just that everything was going to change.  If you were to…

I have a few favorite movies I watch over and over again.  They are my safe worlds.  I go to them when a day has been hard. I put them on and sit to watch as if for the very first time.  My brain rests while entering a familiar world, witnessing someone else’s life.  Crying about someone else’s loss.  And why we must allow ourselves…

Sometimes it will feel as if nothing makes sense.  Nothing at all.  You can’t fathom why bad things happen to you. Even though you try.  You did everything you could to change the course of your life.  You ran when you were supposed to run.  You climbed when the hill appeared in front of you.  You crawled when the ceiling was falling on you.  You…

I have been working longer hours lately and today I didn’t get a chance to sit and write you a letter. You may think, but this is a letter isn’t it?  It is but it's not the letter I was going to write.  It is just a letter telling you that I ran out of time.  I know you understand. I know you get it. …

What if you were free.  To be what you feel To scream out your name.  And jump inside the pain Would you?  Live in it.  Be in it Without fright.  Just you walking in pleight.  With yourself in mind. Would you? Would you do it? If it was true  To live not feeling blue  To conquer the grief  In brief In lift of you  Oh…