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BlogMessage In A BottleThe First Year

Have You Been Afraid of Your Next Self?

It feels quiet. Listening to Billie Holiday, I’ll be seeing you. A few days away from finishing my next book, Where did you go? The book I have been afraid to write but found the courage to do so. I found this place, outside of this world we live in, and took everyone there. Risking it all. Shedding who I had been, so I could…
Christina
October 20, 2017
BlogMessage In A BottleThe First Year

Your Small Bathroom Window

I grew these last few weeks. And it hurt. It felt as if my skin stretched beyond what it could. Growth is like another person is trying to come through you and it is not as natural as birth. It feels wrong. It feels as if you are sick. My hair's falling out. My tooth broke last week. I hit my feet on corners. I…
Christina
October 13, 2017
BlogMessage In A BottleThe First Year

I Still Dream about Being Rescued

I’ve always dreamed about someone coming to rescue me. Last night in my dream, I saw myself on the ground trying to stand up and a stranger came over to help me. It felt so good to have this stranger grab my hand and guide me to another path one that I could not find on my own. The feeling of being rescued was magnificent.…
Christina
October 6, 2017
BlogMessage In A BottleThe First Year

With or Without You

Today I just want to have a chat. As if we were sitting across from each other at a cafe watching the waves. I would just listen at first. You would tell me how hard life has been since the loss. I would listen some more. Until the tears came, until you sobbed. Until you cleansed your soul. Slowly I would ask if you wanted…
Christina
September 29, 2017
The First YearBlogMessage In A Bottle

Call Your Realtor

It is hard. Very hard. So deeply hard that it’s as if the furniture in your house can hurt your body. As if the rug under your feet scratches you as you walk on it. The TV playing in the background sounds like a long commercial. Your clothes feel not yours. You bump into everything. The middle of the night is so long that you…
Christina
September 22, 2017
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