No More Dirt Roads


When someone who has climbed the biggest mountains dies, I can feel the blood in my veins take a pause. When the heart of a warrior stops beating it is felt in us all. This week Doris Day died. I hope she enjoyed her wins and her accomplishments. Because one day this life is over no matter who…

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The Small Bathroom Window


I changed these last few weeks. And it hurt. It felt as if my skin stretched beyond what it could. Change is like another person is trying to come through you and it is not as natural as birth. It feels wrong. Your whole body is screaming, no more change. No more walking on the edge. No more…

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1000 Steps and Counting


No wonder nobody wants to change their life, especially the big things. They require a thousand steps minimum. I am in the midst of selling my house, and it feels like the list of things to do is never ending. Which may actually be a good thing if you think about it. You see when change happens…

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The Stand In


It feels as if all of a sudden, nothing is significant. Aside from the people in my life. When I first started to feel this feeling a few weeks ago, it worried me. This new feeling was destroying my world. It was as if I was no longer me. I stopped caring. Whether I would make a…

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No More Dirt Roads


When someone who has climbed the biggest mountains dies, I can feel the blood in my veins take a pause. When the heart of a warrior stops beating it is felt in us all. This week Doris Day died. I hope she enjoyed her wins and her accomplishments. Because one day this life is over no matter who…

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The Small Bathroom Window


I changed these last few weeks. And it hurt. It felt as if my skin stretched beyond what it could. Change is like another person is trying to come through you and it is not as natural as birth. It feels wrong. Your whole body is screaming, no more change. No more walking on the edge. No more…

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1000 Steps and Counting


No wonder nobody wants to change their life, especially the big things. They require a thousand steps minimum. I am in the midst of selling my house, and it feels like the list of things to do is never ending. Which may actually be a good thing if you think about it. You see when change happens…

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The Stand In


It feels as if all of a sudden, nothing is significant. Aside from the people in my life. When I first started to feel this feeling a few weeks ago, it worried me. This new feeling was destroying my world. It was as if I was no longer me. I stopped caring. Whether I would make a…

2 Comments4 Minutes

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